We’ve all heard the verse:
“Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us
also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and
let us run with endurance the race that is set before us.” (Hebrews 12:1) What
if I told you, though, that this running was a much more complex, deep thing
than we ever could imagine?
What if told you that you could
grow weary and lose heart? Would you secretly know what that means?
What if those sins we laid aside
still drag along at our ankles, threatening to entangle us and drop us to the
dirt? Are you stumbling like I am?
What if our loving Heavenly Father
brings us sorrow, what if he scourges us in discipline? Is His hand heavy on
you?
All these questions weighed on me
this morning as my family talked about Hebrews 12…. And then a few minutes
later I read Galatians 4-6 in my own readings. Far from the glitz and ease of
modern Christianity, there it was, undeniable and sure: Christian life is hard.
Galatians exhorts us to not lose heart and grow weary of doing good. Hebrews
assures us we will lose heart and grow weary if we aren’t constantly fixed on
Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. How is it that getting “burned
out” while running for Christ is such a present danger? I thought Christian
life was sustained, constant joy!
But no, it is possible to stop
running the race well. Paul laments to the Galatians, “You were running well;
who hindered you from obeying the truth?” (Galatians 5:7). In context, the
“who” are false teachers whose teachings spread like leaven and hindered the
walks of the Galatians. And the same false teachers present dangers to our walks
as Christians today. More than that, our own flesh hates this race we are
running! It makes war with the Spirit inside us in Galatians 5, so that we will
no longer walk by the Spirit. If our flesh wins, sin springs up. We are
entangled again. We stumble and fall. Again. How many times do we bite the dust
before we lose the strength to get back up and keep stepping?
Maybe, then, this sets the context
for the discipline of God. How is it that our Heavenly Father scourges those
whom He loves, His very children? Isn’t this harsh? Won’t this break us already
weary race runners? I am so tempted to say “yes” and ask God to give us a break.
Can’t He just be that permissive, “all-is-good” god contemporary western
religion paints Him as? But then I am reminded in Hebrews 12 that He
disciplines us for our good. He knows
what is best for us! This said, make no mistake about it: His discipline will
be sorrowful. It will hurt. It will hurt.
But afterwards, to those who have been trained by it, it will yield the
peaceful fruit of righteousness.
This fruit! Galatians 5 talks about
this fruit! The ways Hebrews 12 and Galatians 4-6 intersect are amazing. You
probably know what I am getting at: “The fruits of the Spirit are love, joy,
peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.”
(Gal 5:22-23) Oh how much sweeter these fruits are than the filth of the flesh
in all its impurity, sensuality, idolatry, strife, jealousy, carousing, and the
like!
Is it worth it, then, to walk in
the Spirit? Despite the weary moments? Despite the painful discipline of God?
Yes, and amen!
If we keep sowing to the Spirit,
not only are these fruits ours, but eternal life is ours as well (Ga 6:8-9). At
the end of our long, perilous journey, we won’t be led to blazing fire, to
darkness or gloom or a whirlwind! We will run to “Mount Zion and to the city of
the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to myriads of angels, to the
general assembly and church of the firstborn who are enrolled in heaven, and to
God, the Judge of all, and to the spirits of the righteous made perfect, and to
Jesus, the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood, which speaks
better than the blood of Abel.” (Hebrews 12:22-24)
Keep running, despite our flesh’s
dogged pursuit. Walk by the Spirit. Be trained by the wise discipline of God.
Help bear the burdens of those running with you, but you must bear your own
burden as well. Run with endurance. Strengthen the hands that are weak and the
knees that are feeble, and make straight paths for your feet. Do good to
everyone, especially those of the household of faith. Serve one another through
love. Don’t grow weary; we will have our reward.
Above all else, fix your eyes on
Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith. He is the one we are running
toward.
And we will be home soon.